That’ll be another one of the best days in my life I think i might actually cry…im so shy and quiet..im actuallty selctively mute ..ive alwasy been quiet but i think ive been quiet way too long i think its time for me to break free and live!!!!!..I still want to be a shy person …or quiet..but i want my voice to be heard im tired of people looking over me or seeing through me and just settling for things..i want my voice to be heard…i want to change ..i want to be me..huh this is so sad its like im saying good bye to myself…my shy self.. but its for the best i think…
maybe if i think of it as improving myself rather than changing…b/c i like who i am shy and all , and changing myself
becoming someone totally new makes me sad and want to cry every time i think of getting rid of shyness …its like im saying goodbye to a friend I know too well, so i can’t…i guess i’ll fully emerge from my ’’shell’’ when the time is rite….but I do want to enjoy myself more & im going to take risks and challenges..
and for the first time in my life TALK …this is going to be a moment i remember very well ..i can’t wait till this day comes.. till then im going to be mustering up all of my courage
