Be an interior designer

i will be tomorrow.

I’m a junior in college and will be graduating in a year as an interior design. This thought both scares me and excites me. I’m terrified at the thought of having no plan and no sure thing.

Suddenly, I find myself doubting my talent in this area. I wonder, do I really have what it takes in the real world?

My 3.9 cum. gpa will matter little once I get out there. And even my natural talents, I am doubting right now. I can easily learn and adapt to any given computer program, AutoCad, FormZ, SketchUp, no big deal. And I have an eye for colors, fabrics, textures, lighting, etc; all my professors have told me so.

I LOVE modern design and would like to completely immerse myself in it. I have the passion and the talent, and now, I just don’t understand where these doubts are coming from. I am young; I realize that. I know I still have a lot to learn. I am just now learning how to bring my art into my designs. But I am fully capable… I just need to believe in myself again.

this is stressing me out. and burning me out.

i’m in school for this right now and lately the fact that this goal will be accomplished in a few short years is suddenly very real.