Stop throwing up

this is difficult to do. I have purged a few times since my last entry. I hate this. So much.

was hopefully the last day that I purge. Tomorrow I am starting my exercise and diet plan that I am going to stick to until September 7 2009.

...because it has become a habit for me

I don’t think I have bulimia or anything, but sometimes when I feel like I ate too much at dinner, I throw up before I take a shower, and it makes me feel better. I want to stop doing this, because it has become an unhealthy habit and I feel bad about doing it. I think I should start exercising more instead.