ONGOING: ww

been eating a lot of sugar lately. bleh.

about 40% of the weight back. Ok, just 4 pounds, but still. Discouraging and I’ve been feeling low lately so it’s just one more thing-

weight for nearly 3 mos. keep hovering around a certain # and going over my points. argh.

my brother last night for the first time in a year,fell off the wagon with a thud.

had BBQ chicken, potato salad, chili, frozen margarita. nom nom nom.

Go me.

i’m s’posed to eat around 23-25 pts a day and yesterday I ate like 45. A lot of that was chocolate because my back really hurt and I figured hey, what the hell.

today will be better; between 27 and 30.

my back hurts so much that i’m giving myself a pass on this. i call it choc-o-therapy.

been SUPER depressed b/c I had a last-minute opportunity in the recent past to go to one of my first-choice places to live but won’t because it’s not solid and in the short-term I’d run up a few thousand in expenses. And I already have more than $10,000 in credit card debt. It hurt like hell, though, not to go. So I ate way too much chocolate and felt very sorry for myself. And cried. A lot. Whatever.

going well. i keep eating too many sweets to offset my back & leg pain. shite.

yesterday, wed, 31 pts (!!) even being careful

today
oatmeal, milk—5
popsicle-1
almonds—2
granola bar—2

10 so far. my stomach has been hurting from anxiety which is why i haven’t eaten more.