de-stress

im actually working on this…but i have a few more things to do before completing it. I’m just glad i already took the first step of de-stressing… went to a spa. it’s lovely and i think im halfway to completely feeling totally stress-free.

dunno what’s up with me, but im supposed to be in bed right now and be in the middle of a dream. but here i am, tired and wanting to sleep…but damn it! i just cant.

i’ll probably have my “ME” day tomorrow.. no 43T, no nothing. i’ll drive my way down town—to the spa, church, my favorite japanese restaurant. oh well.

i decided to not only de-stress, but also detox and just re-invent myself. yesterday, went to the dentist… guess the best way to start is with my teeth! smiles…. =)

2008 was extremely exhausting for me: mentally, physically, emotionally. my well-being isnt well at all… guess that leaves me with what? - “being!”. Yeah the word for it, coz im just here existing. Right now, i dont just feel tired and empty. i actually feel lost. my future seems really vague. oh…so here’s poor smalltown girl needing to get a life.

and i think there is no better time to do this but now. i finished my volunteer job this month, and its the start of the new year.. so i’ll do some self pampering, self focusing, self rejuvinating activities in the following days. the thought of it actually excites me… =)

i’m prioritizing this goal…badly need it done soon.