Grow my hair out

so i lightened my hair a bit ago. now its blonde again, kinda like before. and its getting long… i can’t believe it. i have a decent ponytail, still gotta use pins tho, since hilary trimmed up the back when she dyed it. but the front pieces come all the way down to my clavicle now. its weird but i like it. the longest its been in 5 years.

its getting long! i love it, i can picture what its gonna look like when it gets long long, and i want it now. TP just said that other day, i love that youre growing your hair out. me too! and i love that you love it!

i trimmed it up a little bit ago, mostly taking off length in the back, so it wont stay in a ponytail without about five pins. unless i jsut washed it, then it won’t stay up, period. but i can wear it down, straightened, and i can still pin it all back. i’m getting excited. when i wear it down, i can imagine how its (hopefully) going to look long, and i think i’m going to like it. i know TP likes it longer. i showed him pics not too long ago of when it was really short, and he’s like “don’t ever do that again” hahahahhh but when i trimmed it up, he was like “you look good any way you wear it” so yeah idk if he really liked it or not, but it has actually grown out a bit since i trimmed it, and it looks a lot better. i was iffy and kinda regretted cutting it right after i did it…. i just want to get it dyed. idk how tho….

i think i’ve broke the urge to chop it all off every time i get near scissors. i kind of like how it looks down right now, but mostly i like it pinned back still. i’m really not sure if i’m going to like it when its long, but i need to do it to find out. i’ve also been taking extra good care of my hair, trimming it when it feels dry at the ends, and using leave in conditioner every day, and keeping blow drying and straightening to a limit.

i just trimmed my hair up a bit, so that i can actually wear it down, but its still gettin long! i was wearing it pinned up or pulled back 24/7, since i didn’t trust myself with the scissors (i get a little cut-happy). but i finally got sick of wearing it up all the time, so i trimmed it up so it actually looked decent. now it can grow without it hiding in a ponytail or up in pins!

okay, so i had a kinda major set back. i cut my hair again. i started doubting my desire to grow it out. my initial intention was to trim it up and reshape it, and cut bangs, but you know how i get when i cut my hair… it ended up kinda short again. not as short as i used to keep it, but its still short. i like it, but i kinda regret it. its too short. in a few weeks, when it grows out a bit, i think it will be better. and i’m dying it dark again soon too. we shall see. i’m just getting bored with it. this is what it looks like now.

i can now get my hair into a very rough ponytail, but it still needs some pins. i can pin my hair up on the crown of my head now, which is how i usually wear it to work, since it stays up nice if i pin it good… its so nice to be able to wear my hair more than one way…. :) next step is for all my hair to fit into a ponytail… no pins necessary! i’ll give it… well… hopefully by the time my classes start again at the end of august.

Still haven’t cut it! I can now get hair in my mouth. It’s weird. I haven’t had to worry about getting hair in my mouth or lip-gloss or anything in a looong time. Next step is to be able to fit it in a real ponytail!

my hair is the longest it’s been in a looong time. i want to keep growing it. it hasn’t been long since i’ve been fourteen. and now its blonde too! haha