drink less

1 whole week without a beer.

so from 2moz (1 august) i am voluntarily not drinking and smoking for a month, i wanna do this., i will do this.

i am going cold turkey on the booze for a whole month, i am doing this because i am trying to give up smokeing and every time i have a drink i have a cig, i need to quit the smokeing its not doing me any good and i think cutting down on the beer will do me good as well so hopefully i can do this

im seriously thinking of going alchoal free. Im guna try a whole month of no booze and see how i feel, but in honestly i just cant be arsed to drink anymore i enjoy going to the pub and have a good conversation with ppl and im less and less feeling like i need a drink to enjoy myself im quite content with a coke lol

i got really drunk last night, the most drunk i have ever been normally i can handle my drink but last night i was bad my mate was really worried about me and even had to put me in a taxi, why do i become so stupid when i go out :(

im such a prat i havent got much money this week so wasnt guna go out yeasterday but i did staright after work and didnt get home intill 1 in the morning. i had a plan to fin work get some shopping with the little money i do have and go home and chill out, instaed i went to the pub got bladdered and spent the money i should of used on more important things on booze and the taxi home. im really cross with myself and this morning ive woke with an aim of changing myself because im not to happy at where my life is taking me.

My friends birthday was yeasterday and i did well, i had a few to drink but i did not get drunk which i was happy about i knew what i was doing all night and enjoyed myself. My mate was in a state thou he could barely walk and talk and was absolutly out of it could of hurt himself if we didnt look out for him. seeing this from the the other side deff makes me realise i dont want to get like he was ever again

i dont want to give up drinking just cut down. When i go out i have noticed i am drinking far too much and getting really drunk. I dont want to do this anymore, i want to enjoy myself not get stupid with it. plus the money i spend i am actually just pissing up against a wall!. it is my friends birthday on tuesday and when we go out i am determined to control how much i drink.