get in a fight

once i move out, and get a new job im guna use the spare cash to start goin to gym more, and take up boxing, will prob end up in a fight then,

i wanna have a fight, i want to smack someone in the face and make them bleed, and get smacked in the face and feel the pain, i wanna feel that carnal feeling of getting beat and beating the shit out of someone, i wanna hurt them, make them cry and beg me to stop, to have a good scrap rolling on the floor punching and kicking, biteing and gouging breaking bones and drawing blood.