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when did this happen?!! there was a month left till exam and now the number is approaching single digit in 2 days! shit! i’m so scared right now. have to go the short cut method. and that too run hard & fast on this short cut.

pls guys! wish me luck, open fresh mind & common sense. pls pls pls!!! pray for me.
now gotta go and do my best!!

just 12 days to study. i’m still wasting major chunks of time, esp. past 2 days. i just be with my nose in books 24/7, almost literally!

now i know what minimum things i should study, but the time is ever more ‘minimum’ than those things. why is it that when u realize something then it’s too late….?

maybe because we began to think about it too late. u should start early so that ‘realization’ comes on time.

i badly wanna clear this exam and move forward with my life. i do! :(
but that’s got a slim chance until i devote myself totally to the books at this moment. totally! like i said… 24/7
groan

only one month left now and i’m doing pretty good since last 3 days bcz of the tension of very limited time. but today agn had a setback. hardly read anything since morning. ok! i’ve to go back to it before i loose all my momentum.

p.s. – the more u read, the more u understand and form concept, the easier and interesting it becomes! (not just copying… that’s wat i realised now)

to keep my cool so near to the exam i’m thinking one word “faith”. having faith that what i study will help me in exam. not worrying abt the vast portion left, but relieved that i did some important part.

faith and belief in my hardwork. no matter when i started putting it. better to be late than sorry… :)

I’m still struggling. I study li’l harder for a day or two and then slip for more than a week.
Only 1 and half month till exam. I need to focus, just and just, on studies.

I want to clear the Indian Screening Test for Medical Graduates.

My list of problems is big:
1. It was unexpected that I’ll have to give this test, so I didn’t prepare for a long time because of anger/ depression.

2. The new authority has made this test tougher than before.

3. I’ve already failed twice while students who used to get marks like me cleared (that’s because I wasn’t sincere in last 2 yrs of Med school.) So, I feel I can’t do this and my moral is low.

4. There are so many books out there. And I went and bought the pathetic ones. (Hope they return it. They are bit costly.) And I’m very much confused from where to read, what to read.

5. Only 3 months are left. (Actually a li’l less than 3)

6. Lastly, all these factors are making it difficult for me to keep on track and I’m wasting precious time.