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$ a change acceptance action activities add advocacy affirmations anthology anthologythemes apartments applications apply for schools art art advocacy art classes art show art therapy arts arts advocacy assertive audacity authors autism autobiography awareness be able to communicate comfortably and share my ideas with others without my self-consciousness getting in the way. be able to contact people and reach out for support freely when i need it be able to go back and forth between my dreams and reality and work on bringing my dreams to reality and to be able enjoy both sides (no tunnel vision on either side) be assertive and be able to make direct requests that are clear specific and not passive-aggressive. be free to express the more playful sides of myself and other parts of my lost self beauty become connected to those who are going through the same struggles i’m going through blog blog features blogging blogs books borderline borderline personality disorder boundaries bpd brainstorm broken into little sections and celebrate each time i finish something major build an inspiration sanctuary (most likely a folder) busy work career causes chamber music chamber music program children cities class classes coachart coaching collaboration collect and share inspiring quotes communication community compassion compilation concerts confidence conflict conflict resolution connection contact contests creativity critique dance dance class dance show dance therapy daniel quinn dates dating decisions develop a more optimistic attitude in the face of my own mistakes and set backs and instead use my energy to take positive action develop a strong sense of self and get to a point where i’m confident in the actions i take am and not doubting myself when i’m right. develop a stronger social network and find more friends who share my interests develop both friendships and inner strength that allow me to be authentic an comfortable sharing all sides of myself develop tighter emotional boundaries for my family relationships and for friends so i will feel safe and comfortable developmental psychology differences discovery documentation doubt drama drama therapy dreams driving editor educate people about hsps education emotional health empathy errands europe events experimentation explore fashion and find my own style by experimenting and tuning into myself explore film-making and consider making an independent film later in the future explore other forms of writing and find other niches in addition to poetry expressive arts expressive arts therapy family therapy fashion fear feelings fiction film film making find imago matches where we can collaborate our hearts and souls and develop meaningful relationships finish my bm flowers flyers france free arts free arts for abused children freedom freeway french friends fun gain material and emotional independence from my parents get integrated into the lesbian community get involved in visual art again get my writing published google google research grad requirements grad school grad schools groups grudges hair hair cut haircut harmony health hesitation hsp ideas ifs illustration imagine rewards dreams of future get a clearer fleshed out vision of how i will work with kids and the meaning i’ll get from it imago improve my relationship with my mom independence individuality inner child inner family systems inspiration interdependence interdisciplinary interests introspection issues jobs join a book club or interest groups based on the books i like join arts groups and other groups matching my interests so i can expand on my interests and collaborate and discover more depth. journal entries journaling language layouts learn how to express my true feelings effectively in relationships and with family learn to drive learning lesbian lessons library lists live abroad in france for at least 3 months and consider moving there living lj locations long term los angeles make a timeline for expressive arts masters grad school plan make a timeline for expressive arts masters grad school plan broken into little sections and celebrate each time i finish something major makeup mediation meetups mid term mistakes mistyped mom motivation move out and have a place of my own moving muscles music music lessons national endowment for the arts needs nerve injuries networking neurology non verbal communication nyc oboe oboe lessons ocean oil paints okcupid on my own online groups orchestrate the dvorak piano quintet and publish it orchestration organization pain management paris pasadena passive agressive pedagogy people persuasion phobia phone photography photograpy photos photosharing sites photshop physical piano planning plays poetry poetry contests positive positive thinking pride printmusic profile projects psychology public speaking publication publicity publish a book of healing poetry publish some poetry that promotes empathy for afflicted and misunderstood people publishers publishing questions quintet quintets quotes reading recommendations reflection relationships research resvisions review risk sanity scenic scholarships schools search self actualization self-help seminars sensitive setting boundaries share my healing journey with others share my photography with the world perhaps use them in expressive arts or poetry sharing shopping short stories short story short term shoulders simple tasks site skills speaking speeches standing up for myself start going to therapy start my own blog and get connected to other bloggers and people who would be interested in those interests style success stories support support groups teach music privately and share my joy with others teach the virtues of open-minded-understanding (through speeches articles art and personal example) and inspire people to see their conflicts from the other person’s side and will facilitate natural self mediation teaching test the arts theater themes therapy thoracic outlet syndrome to become and activist and advocate for the arts in schools and show the world how vital arts are to bring the arts to children who can’t afford it for free to put up a website where i can share my story and sources of inspiration and where i can inspire others tolerance tos travel travel around the world and write poetry and take pictures trips unique update value visual art volunteer volunteer programs volunteering water colors website website design woodwind quintet work on taking bold purposeful incremental action in the direction of my life-goals. workshops writing writing class writing forms youtube