I'm doing 19 things
I’ve always written things down and I’ve always been obsessed with love stories. You’d think I’d have began to start on mine a long time ago. Wrong. However, as of recently, I’ve created a journal dedicated just to Josh and I. It begins with out history that led up to us finally getting together after all of these years. I may not always write in it everyday, but I write every four days or so of just how I’m feeling of whatnots. This love story has no ending to it of course and never will unless Josh and I would happen to break.
03lovely15marmae10's Life List
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1. get married
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2. Keep a notepad of awesome moments
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3. Grow my hair long (again)
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4. read every book on my book list
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5. create something beautiful
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6. learn old testament books of the bible in order
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7. read the bible more
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8. go through my things, get rid of or donate anything I am not using
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9. Smile at everyone I see.
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10. stop wondering, what if...
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11. Worry less.
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12. Learn to identify plants, flowers, and trees
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13. write my love story
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14. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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15. Be granted the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and to have the wisdom to know the difference...
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16. Be confident
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17. be outgoing
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18. Visit France
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19. stop procrastinating
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How I did it
It made me
Relieved 
How I did it: Kept my faith in God and used the usefulness of prayer Attended many Bible studies Write about it in my journal Began to "do things" that I liked to take place of the "wanting" feeling Went out with my friends Deleted all of his things on Facebook and blocked him completely Deleted his friends/anything that reminded me of him Cried myself to sleep (sometimes it's the best medicine) Music Read how I did it…
Recent entries
Everyone has heard the saying that you never truly forget your first love. I’d say the same goes for the second as well. My second love and I dated for half a year and broke up in August, I still love him and am trying to regain my confidence and to see whhy it couldn’t have worked out. Frankly its hard and I’ve never felt the way I have as I felt for him. I’m slowly getting over him, but I am determined to be confident enough again to want to date someone else.
leaving little sticky notes in public bathroom mirrors or just smiling at a random passerby as I shop. It helps knowing someone out there cares, maybe they’re unknown but it’s a comfort just the same.
