Kelly

I really, really, really want a job. I’ve been wanting one since I was 10. I am now 16. The only thing stopping me is my mom. There is no excuse and/or reason why I can’t have one. >:[

I seriously love how doing this makes my days so much better! It’s such an amazing feeling. :)

I started this today. :) Let us see how long it lasts…

I don’t really need to, but for my body type I think it would be good.

To stop hating Aillyn is going to be tough. haha. Darja and I are going to have to work very hard on this one…

I don’t know where to begin. lol.

Yeah so I’m procrastinating right now. I should be doing my Bio project, History project, reading for English, and studying for French(?) but I’m not. Instead I’m on here, talking to Shannon and Alex, and on Live Journal.

I need help setting my morals straight. :/

I definitely need to study more for French and Bio. That’s the obvious part.
What’s not so obvious is when my freakin’ French quiz is. >:[ We were supposed to have it on Friday, but she apparently forgot? So now I have no idea if I should study tonight (along with my other 102393825235 homework assignments) because we might have the quiz tomorrow or we might go to the computer lab again. Damn you. >;[

So far, I have told 4 people that I have liked them. Each time the outcome has been different. I say it’s about half and half. Half good and half bad.

I told my recent crush that I liked him last month. We’ve talked everyday since.

Personally, I think I’m getting a little bit better each time I present now. I used to shake insanely and stutter/slur all of my words. Now, I don’t shake THAT much and my stutter/slurring has decreased. =) I guess now I have to work on projecting my voice and making more eye contact with the audience.

Procrastinating is a really big issue for me. Every single time I get an assignment or a project to do for school, I ALWAYS put it off to the last minute. It really frustrates me and stresses me out completely. It’s going to take a lot to get me out of the habit. :/

I’ve always been a “shy” person. I think it might have to do with the people I hang out with. If you’re around shy, quiet people, it’s definitely going to have SOME affect on you. I guess I should try to hang out with people who are more outgoing and who talk a lot as well…