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Up to today, I’ve sign up for online survey, advertise on the net to offer some service. Still waiting….

I aw my ex, early last month. The last text he send me last week asking about my daughter. I never reply, texting or calling me. There nothing to tell him.

Everytime remember about him, I remind myself that we are over. Learn to move on. Focus on something that more important. He not important in my life. That’s how I live everyday…surviving from the heartbreak.

Just separated with him 3 months ago. Now filing for divorce. One and half years together,3 Years of marriage, he cheated on me at least two times. I talked and counter front the girls ( they are so much younger than me).

He cheated on me, lied to me, swear upon his parents and our daughter, he jobless for two years of our marriage, he spend more time with his friends at least until 3:00am almost everyday. He started dating with the girl and let me hanging with my daughter. Every once or twice a week he will be back and gave money(if he have/wants too).

There is a time he at home all the times, and I thought that he will change, only to found out that the girl come to our house when I was out to office. She did that all the time.

On valentine’s day, he gave me and my daughter a big gifts. But at the same time, the girl waiting for him downstair our apartment inside my car! (I let him drive my car that time)

Early of this year they are staying together, even the girl texting and said that I don’t know how to take care of my husband and my husband will leave me for her.

he accusing and blaming me poison his family to turn their back on him (actually his family knows what he have done to me).Even until now he keep on accusing me being selfish because taking the car from him (car under my name and pay for the monthly installment), He said I sabotaj him, so that his friends turn their back on him (his friends found out his affair and they don’t like it). Not sure who telling the story to his friend as am not really talking to them.

The latest, he text me that, since our marriage over he went out with other girl and I should get over it. He said he will not sending money to our daughter because he doesn’t trust me to spend the money on our daughter.

So devastated and like living in the hell with his family keep on asking about our marriage, my neighbours sad/pity looking eyes on me and my daughter, my boss nagging my life in office….

So, what I did… i pack all his cloths and belonging and chase him out from the house. Two months later I moved out from the house and rent the other place. Due to financial constrainst got to send my daughter to my mom’s place (for time being). Take the car and pay myself every month. Based on the adultry he committed, I file a divorce and claim for sole custody.

I did not allowed him to see or talk to my daughter since he stop sending money to us, and he still keep on texting me with his accusing and blaming me for everything.

Now am in the stage trying to convince myself that I’ve done the right thing and try to move on, even with all the burden on my shoulder alone.