I can’t stand it, but it’s the only thing that helps me. i want to just be NORMAL, but i feel like cutting is one of the only things i can control in my life. does anyone else feel like i do?
I recently went on summer vacation and fell in ‘love’. and by ‘love’, i mean just a summer thing. it was short, but i know what it’s like and i just wish i could fall in love for more that just the summer! FOR REAL.
i want to be popular, i guess. i have always been the popular guys girlfriend or the popular girl’s friend, but i want to BE the popular girl for once. i will probably hate it, but i want to just see what it’s like.
i guess it isn’t the best thing to want to do, but i want to feel like i can take control over SOMETHING in my life. If anyone else feels the same way, i’d love to talk!! so far ive learned that its esier to talk to someone who is just as confused as you… so i’m HERE if you need me!
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