7anafi

i have soo many things in my mind but i dont know from where to start.
im working plus studying in business university. i wana lose weight & joined a gym but i didnt go to it, im not studing well & even not working with my university assignments, im feeling guilty cuz i want to pass & succeed. i wana be happy & having fun but not in the way im doing now :S

how i can manage all these staff & succeed

i was very good in my university studies, i usualy got As & Bs. but after the death of my mother before 5 months everything is change.

my MOM was my life, my eyes where i can see goods or bads, i feel im lost after her & i cant belive that i can continue living after she left. daily remmembering her, daily crying .. i miss her soooo much. i need her advise, her opinion, listen to her voice, play with her .. i really miss her.

i dont know how to pass this & go back to my studies .. what i can do !!

since i was young, i was dreaming that i can paint peacock along on my room window

i bought everything for it Brochures, Patrons, brushes, colors even i bought glasses …etc. but till now i didnt start.

i hope i can do the first step & start. i think i will be better if i start with this.