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I dont know when this started….I know a person is not born with a bad attitude, someone or several someones in your life has to be a big enough influence on your life to make this stick for years and years. Im tired of sabotaging my relationships, showing people I dont give a crap when I do..Im just not sure how to change. I have tried so hard to walk away from situations when I know things arent going to work out but it is just so hard to do. I want to be happy, Im done hurting people and Im extremely done yelling at people. Hopefully being able to type this is the first step…A solid core of people in my life is next…...

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I think for most of my adult life I have looked at life in a very real almost pessimistic way. I think it has taken its toll on not only my professional life but my personal life. I am tired of feeling this way but really have no idea how to start the process of changing. I have read books and articles on the net but really nothing has any info that is really all the insightful. Maybe this site is the first step to dealing with this problems….

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