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D's Life List

  1. 1. Get on birth control
    40 people
  2. 2. Go on a roller coaster for the first time
    1 person
  3. 3. See Gwar in concert, and survive :]
    1 cheer
    1 person
  4. 4. Get up, get out, get lost for a day :]
    9 people
  5. 5. Fit into 00 jeans
    1 cheer
    2 people
  6. 6. Weigh 93 pounds.
    1 cheer
    1 person
  7. 7. Fix the 'S' key on my keyboard
    1 person
  8. 8. Weigh 115 pounds
    156 people
  9. 9. Lose thirty pounds
    97 people
  10. 10. See Marilyn Manson in concert
    28 people
  11. 11. Discover what I want to do with my life
    21 people
  12. 12. Reverse puberty
    1 person
  13. 13. Become an amazing photographer
    11 people
  14. 14. Get a full brazilian wax
    2 people
  15. 15. Get my white blonde hair back
    1 person
  16. 16. Fix my teeth
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    516 people
  17. 17. Get my nipples pierced
    1 cheer
    269 people
  18. 18. Go to chicago
    134 people
  19. 19. Have dirty unprotected sex with a cheap whore
    1 person
  20. 20. Love myself.
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    4,427 people
  21. 21. Model
    1,001 people
  22. 22. Let myself go
    14 people
  23. 23. tell a taxi driver to "follow that car!"
    370 people
  24. 24. Get my rook double pierced
    1 person
  25. 25. Be homeless
    51 people
  26. 26. Save money
    14,715 people
  27. 27. Find a new apartment
    87 people
  28. 28. Get a second job
    188 people
  29. 29. Fast for 9 days
    2 people
  30. 30. send a secret to post secret
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    35 people
  31. 31. leave Portland
    2 people
  32. 32. pierce my hips
    5 people
  33. 33. Have sex in a confession box
    1 person
  34. 34. do everything
    51 people
  35. 35. have sex on acid
    6 people
  36. 36. Try ketamine
    8 people
  37. 37. Do PCP
    4 people
  38. 38. Have sex on the roof
    5 people
  39. 39. Have sex on the beach
    252 people
  40. 40. Do heroin
    12 people
  41. 41. Steal a car
    45 people
  42. 42. Get my nose triple pierced
    1 person
Recent entries
try ecstasy
Never again. 21 months ago

It was great until I turned into a stupid blabbering etard.
This drug swallowed my life faster than I could say got any?
It’s almost impressive how fast I became addicted, and how much damage it caused.

I would forget things like time.
So I wouldn’t come home for days.
I’d often forget to eat or sleep or where I was going.
Soon 1 pill wasnt enough. Then 3 wasnt good enough either. Suddenly I would never take less than 6+ at a time.
I would sober up in strange places, with no clue how I arrived there.
I treated people like shit when I was etarded.
I was sexually assulted on e but I was too fucked up to actually go through the movements of getting out of that situation.

I am not proud of the behavior I displayed while on this drug, but I’ve learned a lot the hard way from this.
I will never touch that shit again, I have a life to live.



Have sex in public.
Untitled 2 years ago

In the park.
On a play fort.

Yeahman.

It was cold.




 

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