Kay, I totally have an appointment booked for this coming wednesday, and no sooner, I’m starting to hate my hair. It’s too long and my roots are now very noticable. I think that I’m the only one that notices though
9ry2's Life List
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1. Have a totally different life by this time next year
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2. be the person that I want to be
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3. meet cool, positive people
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4. Hang with the right people
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5. Paint
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6. Have my first kiss
1 entry1,208 people -
7. Live for the moment.
230 people -
8. be a hippie
158 people -
9. Travel the World
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10. live passionately
5,541 people -
11. live in a foreign country
2,410 people -
12. Get an eyebrow peircing
4 people -
13. Learn a martial art
1 cheer1,412 people -
14. Get drunk on a beach
13 people -
15. Make my own clothes
2,155 people -
16. Be a real artist
2 people -
17. Be Someone's Partner In Crime
25 people -
18. Live in the Himalayas for a while
1 person -
19. meditate daily
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20. travel solo to india
1 person -
21. send a message in a bottle
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22. Make a living with my creativity
227 people -
23. be a philosipher
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24. start a photo journal - take at least a photo a day to represent my life
964 people -
25. speak Arabic fluently
124 people -
26. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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27. Paint a masterpeice
10 people -
28. get my braces off
496 people -
29. Be fluent in over 8 languages
1 person -
30. Say what I want
6 people -
31. paint a self portrait
91 people -
32. Learn Portuguese
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33. travel south of the equator
18 people -
34. live in South America
81 people -
35. find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year
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36. think about and comprehend life & the reasons for stuff
1 person -
37. have sex with a super hot guy
9 people -
38. discuss sex very loudly in a restaurant
103 people -
39. Not care about what others say
2 people -
40. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
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41. Dance naked in the rain
106 people
There are a few possibilities,
1st – Chase, a scene emo kid who is cute but immature. Some people think that he’s ugly, but I don’t think so.
2nd – Zach, a really cute dude who sounds sorta rad, but I need to actually meet him first.
I totally forgot about this goal and ended up hanging with the very people I wanted to get away from. I cannot believe myself. My relationships with them are failing anyways, I’d really like them to leave. But in a misguided attempt to fix things, they told me their perceptions of me. I was like “What? Who are you talking to, cause I don’t know him. I don’t see myself that way, and I definiately don’t have the answers to your questions.
I also am ignoring my other, better friends for these asshole too. Whatthe hell ever, I am done with their bullshit. I can’t apologise for being distant from them, I’m done with the relationship.
