day 4 since i decided to quit, and i’ve been doing good. i’ve had 2 or 3 drags a day + 1/2 a stoge on saturday night when i was drinking.
but i’m not excited. i don’t know if it’s cuz my dad’s in town so i’ve been eating junk food for 3 days, but i just feel bogged down. i’ve got no real enthusiasm for quitting right now. don’t even feel proud.
gotta eat healthy, drink water tomorrow. also planning on having no drags at all and hopefully i’ll feel good about that.
gonna turn this one around, i know i want this
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i walk hella funny, i think anyway. and i want to be able to walk in heels. it’s a confidence thing, i don’t know.
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