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ADejectedButterfly

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I'm doing 36 things
  

ADejectedButterfly's Life List

  2. 1. make more friends
    1 entry     		5,077 people
  3. 2. Throw a house party
    1 entry     		23 people
  4. 3. Become a model
    1 entry     		1,726 people
  5. 4. get a job
    3 entries . 2 cheers     		10,473 people
  6. 5. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
    3 entries . 4 cheers     		6,962 people
  7. 6. get and maintain clear skin
    1 entry     		13 people
  8. 7. to stop cutting myself
    5 entries . 3 cheers     		54 people
  9. 8. care about myself
    2 entries . 4 cheers     		12 people
  10. 9. beat depression
    3 entries . 4 cheers     		204 people
  11. 10. be pretty
    1 cheer     		661 people
  12. 11. Get more sleep
    1 entry     		4,122 people
  13. 12. Make my garden pretty
    		1 person
  14. 13. go outside more
    2 entries     		160 people
  15. 14. be happy
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		21,821 people
  16. 15. grow my hair long
    1 entry     		3,527 people
  17. 16. eat healthier
    1 cheer     		10,094 people
  18. 17. drink more water
    		18,947 people
  19. 18. Save money
    1 entry     		14,687 people
  20. 19. Grow my own weed.
    1 entry     		42 people
  21. 20. eat shrooms
    1 entry     		31 people
  22. 21. streak
    1 entry     		96 people
  23. 22. skinny dip at midnight
    1 entry     		5 people
  24. 23. crowd surf
    		301 people
  25. 24. have sex
    		3,791 people
  26. 25. Have my first kiss
    1 entry     		1,243 people
  27. 26. Kiss in the rain
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		14,594 people
  28. 27. sleep on the beach
    1 entry     		364 people
  29. 28. sleep under the stars
    		3,711 people
  30. 29. steal a street sign
    		209 people
  31. 30. Take more pictures
    		14,304 people
  32. 31. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
    		7,516 people
  33. 32. be happy with my body
    1 entry     		633 people
  34. 33. Buy a dog
    3 entries     		138 people
  35. 34. travel
    		7,402 people
  36. 35. Pass year 8
    2 entries     		1 person
  37. 36. be more social
    1 entry     		5,081 people

How I did it
How to go back to school
It took me
6 months
It made me
anxious

How I did it: I was going to a place for psycology and seeing a psychiatrist because of my depression (the reason I stopped school) and there was a teacher who worked there. She gave me tests to see where I was at with my studies and it turned out, although I'd skipped 6 months of school I was where I should be at.My perents then took me around to a school that I knew would be right for me. We had a couple of tours and chats with the principal to try t… Read how I did it…

Oct 15, 05:04AM PDT | 0 comments


How to be thin
It took me
2 years
It made me

How I did it: I didn't do it.I had to realise that I'm already thin.I have always expected perfection from myself, so maybe I don't have a perfectly flat stomich or stick thin theighs, but I'm alot skinnier then most people.I had to realise that people don't want to see a stick and if others don't want me to be a stick then why should I want myself to be a stick?If I explained that right..It's like no guy wants to date a stick thin girl, they usually l… Read how I did it…

Sep 06, 02:11AM PDT | 6 comments | 5 cheers


How to buy a cat
It took me
2 weeks
It made me
happy

How I did it: First I decided how old I wanted it to be, I decided i didn't want a kitten (i'd have to train it and everything, and to be honest I probably don't have the patience to do that).I then went to my local animal shelter and looked around, I went back three times before I decided.I then ended up with a loverly cat, 12 months (guess) named, Feather (Shelter already named her). Read how I did it…

Aug 30, 02:31AM PDT | 27 comments | 1 cheer


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Recent entries
make more friends
help :( 2 weeks ago

I just started at my new school.

This is my fourth week there now. Everything was going fine, until I got invited out with a bunch of kids from school last Friday night and we smoked bud, I was so high, everything still seems like a dream…anyway, I said ‘I hate this school’ or something along the lines of that, and I really didn’t mean it and I have no idea why I said it but now they all hate me :(

It’s a really small school, 300 students, so as soon as one person knows something everyone else does. I really thought I was about to make three new really close friends, but now they’ll hardly look at me.

I went to the station this morning and as I approched them they just looked away. I was like…’okay’ and I just stood there in the circle they then cut me out of it.

I just went home and now I’m writing this.

I’ve told them I didn’t mean it, but they still think I do, I say “I’m really sorry, I don’t know why I said that, I honestly didn’t mean it” they say, “Well, if you don’t mean it then why did you say it”

If I wasn’t trying to befriend them by this point I probably would’ve screamed at them by now, but instead I just ran home.
Please help, advise? What should I do??? They’re such nice girls and I really want them as friends

Oct 26, 06:46PM PDT | 4 comments


be more social
Untitled 3 weeks ago

I’m pretty quiet unless I’ve taken a few too many pills :P I only have one real friend and that’s probably because I’ve spent the last 6 months locked in my room.

I have just started at a new school so hopfully I’ll befriend some people there, and attend a few parties, get out more, have more fun _

Oct 16, 08:56PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments


make a friend (read all 3 entries…)
Untitled 3 weeks ago

I just started my new school. I’m finding it really hard to make friends since it’s a small school so everyone’s already in tight groups and it’s hard to break into them.

But, I’m detirmind to do it. __

I have already done this, I made a new friend, but he turned out to be a prick, so we are no longer friends :( but if I were still friends with him I’d be more depressed then I already am.

Oct 16, 01:38AM PDT | 0 comments


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