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ADejectedButterfly

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I'm doing 35 things
  

ADejectedButterfly's Life List

  2. 1. make more friends
    1 entry     		5,080 people
  3. 2. Throw a house party
    1 entry     		23 people
  4. 3. Become a model
    1 entry     		1,725 people
  5. 4. get a job
    3 entries . 2 cheers     		10,510 people
  6. 5. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
    3 entries . 4 cheers     		6,962 people
  7. 6. get and maintain clear skin
    1 entry     		13 people
  8. 7. to stop cutting myself
    5 entries . 4 cheers     		54 people
  9. 8. care about myself
    2 entries . 4 cheers     		12 people
  10. 9. beat depression
    3 entries . 4 cheers     		203 people
  11. 10. be pretty
    1 cheer     		658 people
  12. 11. Get more sleep
    1 entry     		4,123 people
  13. 12. Make my garden pretty
    		1 person
  14. 13. go outside more
    2 entries     		158 people
  15. 14. be happy
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		21,833 people
  16. 15. grow my hair long
    1 entry     		3,514 people
  17. 16. eat healthier
    1 cheer     		10,132 people
  18. 17. drink more water
    		18,976 people
  19. 18. Save money
    1 entry     		14,710 people
  20. 19. Grow my own weed.
    1 entry     		41 people
  21. 20. eat shrooms
    1 entry     		31 people
  22. 21. streak
    1 entry     		96 people
  23. 22. skinny dip at midnight
    1 entry     		5 people
  24. 23. crowd surf
    		300 people
  25. 24. have sex
    		3,781 people
  26. 25. Have my first kiss
    1 entry     		1,239 people
  27. 26. Kiss in the rain
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		14,575 people
  28. 27. sleep on the beach
    1 entry     		367 people
  29. 28. sleep under the stars
    		3,713 people
  30. 29. steal a street sign
    		209 people
  31. 30. Take more pictures
    1 cheer     		14,311 people
  32. 31. be happy with my body
    1 entry     		635 people
  33. 32. Buy a dog
    3 entries     		137 people
  34. 33. travel
    		7,429 people
  35. 34. Pass year 8
    2 entries     		1 person
  36. 35. be more social
    1 entry     		5,100 people

How I did it
How to wake up when my alarm clock goes off
It took me
3 months
It made me

How I did it: For years I had always been late for school and constantly rushing to get ready for things due to me sleeping in late. So I decided to just get up. I thought it would be really hard, but it was actually really easy, just turned out, I was being to lazy about things. Read how I did it…

Nov 13, 01:51AM PST | 0 comments | 1 cheer


How to go back to school
It took me
6 months
It made me
anxious

How I did it: I was going to a place for psycology and seeing a psychiatrist because of my depression (the reason I stopped school) and there was a teacher who worked there. She gave me tests to see where I was at with my studies and it turned out, although I'd skipped 6 months of school I was where I should be at.My perents then took me around to a school that I knew would be right for me. We had a couple of tours and chats with the principal to try t… Read how I did it…

Oct 15, 05:04AM PDT | 0 comments


How to be thin
It took me
2 years
It made me

How I did it: I didn't do it.I had to realise that I'm already thin.I have always expected perfection from myself, so maybe I don't have a perfectly flat stomich or stick thin theighs, but I'm alot skinnier then most people.I had to realise that people don't want to see a stick and if others don't want me to be a stick then why should I want myself to be a stick?If I explained that right..It's like no guy wants to date a stick thin girl, they usually l… Read how I did it…

Sep 06, 02:11AM PDT | 6 comments | 5 cheers


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Recent entries
make more friends
help :( 4 weeks ago

I just started at my new school.

This is my fourth week there now. Everything was going fine, until I got invited out with a bunch of kids from school last Friday night and we smoked bud, I was so high, everything still seems like a dream…anyway, I said ‘I hate this school’ or something along the lines of that, and I really didn’t mean it and I have no idea why I said it but now they all hate me :(

It’s a really small school, 300 students, so as soon as one person knows something everyone else does. I really thought I was about to make three new really close friends, but now they’ll hardly look at me.

I went to the station this morning and as I approched them they just looked away. I was like…’okay’ and I just stood there in the circle they then cut me out of it.

I just went home and now I’m writing this.

I’ve told them I didn’t mean it, but they still think I do, I say “I’m really sorry, I don’t know why I said that, I honestly didn’t mean it” they say, “Well, if you don’t mean it then why did you say it”

If I wasn’t trying to befriend them by this point I probably would’ve screamed at them by now, but instead I just ran home.
Please help, advise? What should I do??? They’re such nice girls and I really want them as friends

Oct 26, 06:46PM PDT | 4 comments


be more social
Untitled 1 month ago

I’m pretty quiet unless I’ve taken a few too many pills :P I only have one real friend and that’s probably because I’ve spent the last 6 months locked in my room.

I have just started at a new school so hopfully I’ll befriend some people there, and attend a few parties, get out more, have more fun _

Oct 16, 08:56PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments


make a friend (read all 3 entries…)
Untitled 1 month ago

I just started my new school. I’m finding it really hard to make friends since it’s a small school so everyone’s already in tight groups and it’s hard to break into them.

But, I’m detirmind to do it. __

I have already done this, I made a new friend, but he turned out to be a prick, so we are no longer friends :( but if I were still friends with him I’d be more depressed then I already am.

Oct 16, 01:38AM PDT | 0 comments


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I want to:

The world wants to...

forgive him Publish a paper watch the simpsons Matt Maldre wants to find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year go to college keep my house clean get a harry potter tattoo be honest learn to play poker buy a fedora live in a yurt let the mediocre days Fall Away and replace them with much better ones by doing at least one NEW AND FULFILLING thing in October, November, and December of 2009 be self-confident Make a gothic lolita dress live in San Francisco learn more about wine be independent Run my own internet radio station Be more efficient when working toughcookies wants to stop biting my nails Clean my house from top to bottom create my own website be a good friend to my friends. stop wasting time keep my desk tidy be more confident and outgoing Climb Mount Everest
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