I'm doing 21 things
Sometimes I get so absorbed with my job that I can’t help bring it home with me. Sometimes, I dream about work. I hate dreaming about it because then I feel unable to escape it even in sleep when my mind is sub-conscientiously wandering. I’d rather dream about way better things or even things that don’t matter at all.
AccebKidrah's Life List
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1. pay off my debt
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2. Write more
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3. Focus this week
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4. write a haiku
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5. indulge in enduring habits
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6. Attend church weekly
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7. "Say, "I Love You" to myself, daily."
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8. Breathe at peace
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9. not think of work when I'm not at work
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10. drink more tea
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11. try a food I've never heard of
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12. make love
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13. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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14. Be self-actualized
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15. be happy with being me
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16. think therefore i am
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17. Pay my Dad back
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18. embrace my introverted self
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19. Become self-motivated
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20. Find my soul mate
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21. Attend a dentist appointment
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How I did it
It made me
relaxed 
How I did it: Moved upstairs where I had limited space, but the bathroom is closer and I like it alot more. I finally decided I needed more light and my new room has two windows. Basically, the only thing we moved upstairs was my dresser, clothes, and bed. I don't have a chair so I lounge on my bed all the time but it's really nice. Read how I did it…
It made me
proud
How I did it: I believed in myself. Going into college I was sure I'd flunk out and I almost did. I actually had to go through a frightening appeal process since I got two D's, and one F. Second semester I knew the mistakes I would make so I improved my study habits, asked professors and friends for help and told myself that college was where I wanted to be.So after gaining a few A's and C's my second semester and forgiving myself for… Read how I did it…
It made me
Show feeling
How I did it: I auditioned at my college for a part in Seussical the Musical and was cast as Who. I'm actually preparing for our second to the last show in a few minutes. This experience helped me meet a lot of new people and also helped me to realize that showing feeling and being flamboyant isn't always a bad thing. In fact, I think not showing feeling is sorta deceitful.....I'm an introvert though so I have a hard time showing my feelings. Read how I did it…
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Recent entries
I think I worry a lot too much. I have a lot of financial mistakes, obligations, and goals. So far I’m taking care of the later two. The first is on hold. I need to deal with it. It’s bankruptcy. I’ve paid the initial fees and in the mean time between now and last October I’m being sued for defaulting on a $9,000 debt. :( I’m scared. All I have to do left is get the paperwork in. The last 6 months of pay stubs and bank statements. As well as, going through a consultation by a financial consultant. Why am I putting it off?
I don’t want to go to court and I still need $50 for the consultation. And, on top of that, since the economic downfall, it’s going to take months for the paperwork to go through because of the back flow of people declaring. So why am I putting it off? I need to deal with this very soon! Aarg. I’m just scared.
I love you. How can I have self-confidence and esteem if I don’t love myself? So, I have to say it to myself everyday.
