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indulge in enduring habits
start 6 months ago

I need to start by telling myself what I should be doing instead of wasting my time worrying about what I’m not doing. So I will start by saying, I will be looking for a better job this week.

Also, I will read at least one chapter in a good book this week.

I will save my money this week so I can use it next week.

Then maybe I can reach my goals for this month.



write a haiku
Spring and summer colors 6 months ago

Summer colors slide
delicate warmth onto leaves
damp green leaves emerge



update my resume
Resume' 6 months ago

Resume to me sounds like the word resume. Since I just graduated from college, I want to create a better resume and apply at Mosaic (a place for developmentally challenged adults).

I hope I get the job. I plan on applying and submitting my resume tomorrow.



Volunteer
Volunteer for the fun and the experience 6 months ago

Since I really enjoy helping people and need some experience for my degree I’ve decided I should find a volunteer opportunity which goes along with my Sociology.

Wish me luck!



get a better job
Bankruptcy at 24 6 months ago

Yeah….enough said.

Just graduated college and filing bankruptcy as soon as I get a job so I can pay the $130 fee to my lawyer.

Great, so I went to college five years ago hoping to graduate with a bright future and I’m entering the work force with debt over my brows and no job offers. I’m living in my dad’s basement and am about to apply at McDonalds but am not sure they will hire me because I’ll be, “Overqualified”. BLAAAA! Either my skill level doesn’t match the jobs I apply for or I’m Overqualified.

I feel hopeless and frustrated. Frustrated as hell. I’ve really put myself out there and no one wants me. Worst of all I sound like a Jr. High student whining about not having any friends.

My major (Sociology) is too broad for the jobs I want and my minor (English) is not enough for me to get a job on.

I hate to slip back into feeling like committing suicide but that’s where I am sometimes.

I just want someone to hire me. F**K!!!



decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life (read all 2 entries…)
Now what? (After college) 7 months ago

I’m now an official college graduate and I feel like I’ve lost a part of myself and been forced away from my home.

I’m not sure what to do. I don’t have job yet and I’m living with my dad who’s health seems to be failing.

I feel good and sad at the same time.

I’m trying to stay hopeful.

Any encouragement?

Have you experienced anything similar?

I really need some advice.



drink more tea (read all 4 entries…)
Blackberry: The choice of the day 11 months ago

I’m drinking blackberry black tea. It’s delicious and strong. Also, I’m eating an egg sandwich and making those who are reading this hungry. haha



Focus this week (read all 2 entries…)
So far, So good 11 months ago

I woke up at 6 am today, so I could review and prepare for my project and today’s 1 pm rehearsal. Words, Words, Words, always memorizing the words. I have made a goal, by tomorrow, after rehearsal, I should be comfortable with both my main pieces of music. So far, So good at focusing this week. Preparing for passing everything next semester. Training myself to do well, be well, and live well.



Focus this week (read all 2 entries…)
Week by week 11 months ago

I’ve been going day to day focusing and it doesn’t work, so I’m making a plan to focus all week. Plan what I need to do and do it with my whole heart. I have one week remaining in inter-term and I need to pull out of it beaming rather than just being.



lose weight (read all 2 entries…)
tea, sandwiches, reahearsal, class and weight lose 11 months ago

I am trying to lose weight. Recently I’ve lost myself to latent depression and gained weight back that hasn’t been known to my body for 6 years. I now weight almost 300 pounds (actually 285). This much weight sounds like a lot, and don’t get me wrong, it is, BUT I am 5 foot eleven inches tall. I’m well proportioned, but yes 300 pounds is a lot. I recently was cast in a broadway musical as a “Who” in Seussical the Musical, which is basically a chorus part, but then again I am proud and happy.

Although, I am very heavy and am having trouble doing the dances. Garg, I know they cast me for my large proportions because it’s quirky-I am a great singer too-but it’s disheartening to know that I am back to a weight I couldn’t fathom ever being again!

So besides taking a very heavy Psychology class I am also going to rehearsal for 5 hours a day. I am bound to lose weight by being in such a busy routine, plus, I am starting to drink green tea. I love it. I haven’t had an ounce of coffee since the first part of the year and I am optimistic that if I keep going to the YMCA and swimming plus dancing in rehearsal and eating subway sandwiches as much as I can, I will lose weight. Yay!



drink more tea (read all 4 entries…)
Drinking Green Tea 11 months ago

I am trying to lose weight. Recently I’ve lost myself to latent depression and gained weight back that hasn’t been known to my body for 6 years. I now weight almost 300 pounds (actually 285). This much weight sounds like a lot, and don’t get me wrong, it is, BUT I am 5 foot eleven inches tall. I’m well proportioned, but yes 300 pounds is a lot. I recently was cast in a broadway musical as a “Who” in Seussical the Musical, which is basically a chorus part, but then again I am proud and happy.

Although, I am very heavy and am having trouble doing the dances. Garg, I know they cast me for my large proportions because it’s quirky-I am a great singer too-but it’s disheartening to know that I am back to a weight I couldn’t fathom ever being again!

So besides taking a very heavy Psychology class I am also going to rehearsal for 5 hours a day. I am bound to lose weight by being in such a busy routine, plus, I am starting to drink green tea. I love it. I haven’t had an ounce of coffee since the first part of the year and I am optimistic that if I keep going to the YMCA and swimming plus dancing in rehearsal and eating subway sandwiches as much as I can, I will lose weight. Yay!



Write more
Write more [often] 11 months ago

I write a lot already because I’m an English minor who’s still in school, but I want to write meaningful things more often. :)



drink more tea (read all 4 entries…)
Acutally 12 months ago

I just like coffee and drink enough of it but I wanted to be a part of a network for people who do drink lots of coffee so here I am and I actually was the 80th person to join so hollah!



drink more tea (read all 4 entries…)
Acutally 12 months ago

I just like coffee and drink enough of it but I wanted to be a part of a network for people who do drink lots of coffee so here I am and I actually was the 80th person to join so hollah!



Visit the Grand Teton National Park in Wyoming
I live in Nebraska 13 months ago

Why shouldn’t I drive one state over and visit one of the most beautiful parks in the world?



be excited
Last two weeks.... 13 months ago

I finally was excited the last two weeks because I’ve reunited with my family and even though some drama has arisen since I’ve started going home on the weekends, I’m realizing I’d rather spend time with them than realize 30 years from now that I wasted time on spite.

Those are my big sisters in the picture.



be happy with being me
Always being something else 13 months ago

Trying to become the one person who is not cliche’ or a redundant replicate of other people.

Being me. Being happy, being me.



be self-actualized
5 steps 13 months ago

Goldstein defined self-actualization as a driving life force that will ultimately lead to maximizing one’s abilities and determine the path of one’s life.

Ultimately, I’d like to lessen my worry about having my basic needs met because Maslow seemed to think that worrying so much about these things was an obstacle to attaining actualization. So I would simply like to achieve an equitable balance of my needs and my esteem levels. I’m sure I’ll never fully be self-actualized, but I feel better knowing that I am a well educated person who is driven by the aesthetic involvement of life and I have the desire to help others realize that life isn’t just attaining money and status; it’s about who we think we are and how well we think we did things according to our goals.



decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life (read all 2 entries…)
yep 14 months ago

I’m in college, majoring in Sociology and I don’t know why the hell I’m doing it. Why for instance didn’t I choose English as a major? Since I love it soooooooooooooo much! Anyways, I’ll have to go back to school one day!



learn binary
Gottfried Leibniz 14 months ago

Leave it to a German to be bored enough with math in the 16oo’s to invent a system of numbers to represent more numbers. I guess that’s why it’s a code….so give him a hand for confusing me enough to want to learn the system. Thanks, Dr. Leibniz, you’ve really made my day!



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