AdaamUnderMercy

Well I have two jobs that I enjoy for the most part. I do enjoy it, and it’s good.

It’s been getting much, much better! I registered for school today. And final deadline is not for more than a month.

Also in school I was able to get most of my assignments done on time. Though I did procrastinate on most I have gotten a bunch better.

I have taken a dance class. Ballroom dancing, but still I love it. I would much rather dance in a ballroom setting than in a “freestyle” setting.

I have been having a lot of fun with this goal. I used to barely do anything like climb up the side of a building. Now that’s so easy.
I really like parkour :)

So basically I doubt that I’ll ever beat this depression. So I have accepted it.

I’m done fighting something I can’t beat.

So I was at a KJs dance on Saturday. I did not “learn” to dance, but I did dance. A lot. It was a lot of fun, it’s likely I looked stupid, but I had fun. And my date dance with me too.

I used to think this would be fun to do, still think that. But I would rather have a very meaningful kiss with someone that I know.

So I have never been that big a fan of the beach, it’s okay. But lately I have realized that I don’t want anything to do with the place, I’m not afraid of the water, but I really don’t care for the people that are there. And the drive is annoying. So I think I’ll just let this one go.

So it has taken me a long time to really let someone in, let them see all the hurt and pain. But I have finally done it.

It’s nice to know there is someone that I can talk to about all of this.

Well it sure has been a long time sense I have been on 43 Things last. So this one has been close to complated. I have been reading the Bible a few times a week, now I am moving to daily. So we will see how that works out.

Well I have done the getting the license thing, all I need to do now is save up 3 grand for a new Ninja 250. I live in California, and being able to go on the freeway is a must.

Motorcycles are so much fun.

Hahahah! Well I think I am giving up on this. Anything more than 6 hours is too much wasted time for my taste.

But work really makes me have that six hours. . . Oh having a job. . .

It’s really happening!

So in the last 6 months, I have lost about 20 lbs or so. And that is just from eating a bit healthier.

Now if I eat right, and exercie more, damn, I’ll loose a lot.

Having money, is just awesome.

I am glad that I am not poor anymore. Well I can buy stuff myself now. None of this parent stuff.

Woot!!

That is a very true statement. I used to be able to get it in under 2 minutes, easy. Now it takes me more like 3 or 4.

Tear

Well now I just have to keep practicing the darn thing!

I can finish it in under 5 minutes. I used to have it in about a minute and a half, but it has been a few months! New goal to do it in less than a minute.

Well I finally have it!! And to make things better I have a car too!!
Now to get a job for the gas money. . .

I have been able to pray everyday, at times more than once, for the last few weeks. It really is a good habit to get into.

This is really something that is hard to do. But I am much better at it than I was before.

I am going to go job hunting Monday.