I'm doing 33 things
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*My friends Jab and Eric
*Have lost weight
*My family
*Having fun in a healthy way
*My kitty Melinda
Aenia's Life List
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1. meet amy lee
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2. go back to college and finish
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3. Find my true, individual self.
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4. read more and spend less time on the internet
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5. travel the world
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6. Learn to play the guitar
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7. Swim with dolphins
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8. backpack through Europe
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9. Volunteer
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10. Finish what I start
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11. learn photography
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12. Read more books
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13. design my own clothes
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14. meditate
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15. meditate daily
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16. Improve my self-esteem
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17. feel beautiful
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18. learn to sing
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19. Learn how to play piano
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20. Go to Paris
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21. Learn to love myself for who I am
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22. be happy
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23. manage my Bipolar disorder
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24. Get over my Ex once and for all
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25. stop animal abuse
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26. heal from abuse
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27. wake up earlier
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28. List 5 things I am thankful for everyday
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29. improve my spoken english
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30. learn french
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31. be in love again
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32. improve my art
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33. let go
945 people
Recent entries
Abuse in a relationship
11 months ago
I was psychollogycally and physically abused by my ex boyfriend (by physical I mean I got hit)
I knew I had to break up with him, I actually did like 10 times maybe or more, but he kept promising he wouldn’t treat that way again (and I used to got back with him when I was really deppressed or vulnerable) I had a 5 year realitionship, I broke up with him 6 months ago, he made a HUGE drama he told me he would never love a woman again and bla bla, 1 or 2 months later he called me to tell me he has a girlfriend and you know what was one of the first things he said? “She has the same initials P.G” why the hell did he do that? teh worst thing is I got mad, I got jealous and everything, but I never wanted to go back with him. Right now I’m completely over him, but I’m not over the abuse and I truely don’t know how to deal with this, it’s hard for me to trust men and everytime someone talks to me about their relationship I get shocked, how could I have been so stupid?
I really wanna heal
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I’m actully learning to love myself for who I am, I’m just too insecure. I’m always thinking about what people might think about me. Physically talking I’m getting better, a lot, this year I quit University for one semester so my doctor recommended me to do excersice, specially pilates and yoga. I went to a gym and did pilates 3 times a week and some other excersices and I lost weight. That makes me feel more secure about myself, besides pilates really helps to relax and to connect your body with your mind. Eventhough I have a lot of unusual imperfections, I’m coping with it. And psychologically I’m still struggling (I’ve been diagnosed with Bipolar disorder and spent 2 weeks on “rehab”) I still have my crisises and I’m afraid of having new relationships, because I know I’m hard to be with. I have hope, things will get better, it’s a long and painful road, but everybody can do it, let’s go on walking this road. You can do it!
