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AlbinoKitty




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bake a carrot cake for Elijah's birthday (read all 3 entries…)
Well... 2 years ago

How about I shoot for his 2nd birthday?

Dec 07, 2006, 05:41PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments


stop picking my skin (read all 16 entries…)
Acrylic nails 3 years ago

Well, they do make it hard to pick. Unfortunately, it is possible. I found that out today. And just when my legs were starting to look good! My mom made a comment, about how since they were clearing up, it should make me want to pick less. Ha! I’ve been feeling all the little bumps on my skin since I got my nails done, and haven’t tried too hard. But this afternoon, I caved and actually picked. Just a little bit, but I still did. I’m probably going to ruin my nails.

Oh, other things that I think contributes to my picking are my PPD and fighting with my husband. When we fight, I pick. I don’t know if I’m taking out my anger at him on me, or I’m doing it to spite him because I know he hates it. And my depression, whenever I start feeling down about myself, I look at all the nasty stuff I’ve picked, and think: why not? I don’t look good now, it won’t make a difference.

Oct 13, 2006, 11:04PM PDT | 2 comments


stop picking my skin (read all 16 entries…)
Untitled 3 years ago

This is really frustrating. I haven’t gotten any stars in, two days, I think. But it’s only because I catch myself feeling and picking at little imperfections here and there and don’t stop myself. I haven’t had any pickfests.

So I have nothing rewarding. No stars. No sick satisfaction that comes with a pick fest. Just nothing.

I’m getting my acrylic nails tomorrow. Maybe that will help me get some stars.

Oct 10, 2006, 10:06PM PDT | 1 cheer | 2 comments


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go to university go to church more often feel beautiful learn guitar stand up for myself preorder a playstation 3 SavageDiva wants to take my kids to Disneyworld open a nightclub Learn British accent for free learn the thriller dance Meet Ville Valo Visit Paris France Improve my posture Spend more time at pubs and cafe`s Learn how to play 'Gotta Lotta Rosa' on guitar emired wants to listen to my body publish my comic strips create my own tattoo give to a charity find a job that doesn't feel like a job go to great adventure Scream MCR lyrics in the middle of the street. take more photographs Get organized lemonXberry wants to travel the world go away to college Be kissed in the rain Stop caring what other people think of me
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