Alice637

Suddenly felt really depressed.. lead to picking on my arms. Whats even more depressing is that hours before i was looking at the scars on my arm and thinking how bad they actually were. I dont seem to think of the consequences when i get into a ‘picking’ state. Extremely disapointed.

Alice x

Since my previous entry, i haven’t picked.. thats 11 days no picking! quite good, just depends if i can leave the roundabout and hit the highway now. =]

Alice x

Okay so took a huge step in the wrong direction, and attacked my chest, arms and face, but now i am starting over..I can’t promise i’ll stop forever because i have done this so many times before.. and its like a circle, but i’ll see how it goes. Me and my friend who has a different [not so appearance destroying!] habit, have started a compeition – everytime one of us comits the crime of doing the habit, we have to put a piece of paper in a jar, for every time,and then, when we meet up, whoever has the most paper in their jar, owes the other person £5. I guess its slightly motivating! Also i bought my prom dress the other day.. i love it.. but it won’t look good unless i look after myself from now.

Alice x