My marriage is a joke and has been since day one. I know i made a mistake but i need to know how to make the best of it and being married to an empty shell. This is an empty marriage and i need help dealing with it. He is now affecting our children with his isolation. What makes a person be like this? He really could care less if we are here or not. I just don’t get it.
Alicia62's Life List
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1. Be able to stop struggling with things all the time.
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2. keep a cleaner and neater house
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3. adopt children
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4. reconnect with old friends
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5. have pen pals
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6. work on my 43 goals
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7. be a better daughter
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8. find more time to do great cooking that i love
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9. find some way to make good money from home
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10. spend more time with my horses
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11. Learn to speak Italian---my family heritage
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12. watch my children grow old and happy
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13. get my weight to 120 pounds
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14. Exercise everyday
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15. I want to get up in the morning and start my routine
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16. be financially sound
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17. have a better marriage
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18. learn to play piano and organ
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19. travel to Italy
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20. become more spiritual and pray more often
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21. be able to go to the ocean regularly
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I want to be able to live my life as i have dreamed. Decrease money worries, friendship worries, worries about my marriage, worries about my children. I just need time to enjoy life and not always feeling like i have to be busy doing something or getting the feeling that something is always needing to be done. Just like with Spring coming, I know i won’t be able to do what i want to do outside due to worries about other things like money, things that need done in house etc. Basically i worry about things and have to have things in place before i can relax and enjoy things really. I feel like my life is in upheaval all the time and i have no one to really turn to for help with things. I can’t seem to be still and quiet. So that is my number one thing i want to do! I want to organize and get my life in order.
