I'm doing 20 things
at first
3 months ago
at first I always wondered what it would be like to be anorexic. once you are…there is Way too much depression towards yourself and your physical appearance. its not fun with all the crying. I have a weight goal, and I am willing to stop but I can’t. but even now that I am thin. in a healthy weight range, even a little underweight, I still need to lose more weight. Is it only me that sees me fat, how come everyone else sees me thin. don’t get me wrong. I love my thinness now. but why don’t I see it, myself. everyone around me tells me that I am extremely thin and need to eat more. I don’t see it. All I see is a fat person, unsuccessful.
Am I thin yet?
