I'm doing 9 things
This goal has been here for quite some time; it used to be number one.
The Preliminaries:
I made this goal when my boyfriend and I fell into what I call a slump. I wanted to work hard to keep us together, I loved him so much.
Now:
July 22, 2009. We broke up. It was mutual and we are still speaking. We were together for two years nine months and sixteen days. We began to question the relationship and agreed that because we were questioning it, it suggested that quite possibly it had already begun to end.
We have only been unattached for one week. He called and told me that he believes we will be together in the future, but my brain knows that is not a good thing to take stock in. My heart on the other hand… I can’t move on because I’m afraid I will really lose him by doing that, but I can’t get back together with him; I know the results would be terrible. So the goal move on is incorporated onto my list and the fight is still here.. mind and heart in competition…
