Today i’ve realised after running myself into the ground, it’s as important to relax as it is to work. I need to prioritise relaxation and fun in my day. It’s no good saying i don’t have time for it. I need atleast 3 hours pure fun and atleast 2 hours relaxation, without worrying about anything else. Just as i need to realise that i need 8 hours sleep and i must go to bed knowing that i will not be getting up until 8 hours has past. Think about my future more logically rather than trying to cram things into a day that just can’t be done, then to stick to my plan is important and have sundays as my day where there is no plan, just a pure day of bliss where i make no commitments and can say no to everything. My day for me.
As for my writing i love writing, i miss seeing my thoughts on paper, it helps me to articulate my thoughts on paper, as i often get stuck in a loop of thought and can’t really get out of it without writing things down and dealing with the problems i’m facing. Of course i am grateful for my problems, but it’s so difficult to accept that i am the cause of many of them because of the way i’m living. So now this is what i’m going to deal with.
It’s 2pm almost and i plan to have a relaxing bath until 3pm and then make some calls until 6pm. After which i’ll clean the house and make some dinner for the evening. I also need to order some shopping in, even though my funds are very limited. I will be happy if i get 30 calls done today as i’m not feeling to great. Then this evening the plan is to enjoy a relaxing movie with my other half. I would like to watch a comedy, something light hearted to hopefully improve my health. Last of all, i want to prepare for tommorow work wise and sort out my animals. I also want to get a reasonably early night so i can be up at 7:30am and ready for 9am on calls.