I’mnot even going to pussyfoot. I am having a very hard time with letting go all around something always trigger the negativity.
Amber_10's Life List
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1. Get my masters in counseling
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2. Go back to Washington D.C.
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3. Learn to dance.
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4. Make peace with death.
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5. Take sexy pictures of myself.
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6. Overcome my fear of heights.
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7. learn to tell people how i feel.
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8. Stop comparing myself to others.
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9. Stop biting my nails.
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10. have more sex
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11. Get married in a garden.
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12. Honeymoon in Paris.
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13. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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14. be a plus size model
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15. get a "freakum dress"
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16. Look good in a bikini.
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17. Take someone's breath away.
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18. Be a hero.
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19. move to another state
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20. Go on a vacation alone.
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21. Let my hair grow.
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22. Save my money.
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23. Learn to let go.
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24. travel across the country
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25. Work on building my dream everyday.
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26. Marry my soulmate.
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27. Start my own gardenia garden.
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28. Become completely independent
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29. Become a motivational speaker.
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30. Own my own mentoring clinic and offer counseling services to abused kids.
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31. have kids.
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32. be more spontaneous
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33. Run for cancer.
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34. Wear a size 10.
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35. Visit Africa.
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36. Ride an elephant.
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37. Plant my own garden.
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38. Learn more languages.
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39. Start a franchise.
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40. organize a fundraiser
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41. Seduce someone
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42. Meet L.L. Cool J.
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43. Build my dream home.
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How I did it: I workedvery hard to find out what I wanted to do and made plan. Once I started appreciting me for the things that I loved and started setting goals and working to reach them, I started to fall in love with me. Read how I did it…
How I did it: i just dedicated myself to do different excercises. I now have gotten in the habit of excercising. i don't want to stop it. I also kept a positive attitude. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I had towatch everyone else stop. I had to watch my best friend go to the hospital because she couldn't breath on my birthday. My skin looks better, my teeth look better and I feel better. I just focused on excercising. I know if I want to reach my goals in excercising I have to quit smoking. I don't want to feel like I was working for nothing. Read how I did it…
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Tomorrow is my first day with a counselor. I am not excited about this. I am really scared that she won’t be able to help me. All I want is to get past my issues. I just want to be able to really fall in love without being scared. I want to be able to sleep witout nightmares. I dont want to be on the defense with men. I hope she can help me.
I want to grow my hair out but maybe i am just sexier with short hair. I don’t know. I am going to have to think about it.
