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Amberlei's Life List
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1. try new things in bed
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2. become more selfless
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3. stop crying
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4. stop thinking
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5. learn to play guitar
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6. develop self-confidence
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7. accept the things I cannot change, have courage to change the things I can and have the wisdom to know the difference
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8. marry the man I can't live without
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9. stop wallowing in self pity
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10. create the soundtrack to my life
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11. be less obsessive with the BF
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12. exercise regularly
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13. Get a new job
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14. Practice random acts of kindness
758 people -
15. grow up
496 people -
16. Get a tattoo
20,236 people -
17. make more friends
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18. sing in a band
705 people -
19. buy a car
2,805 people -
20. meditate daily
3,980 people -
21. stop throwing clothes on the floor
883 people -
22. grow an herb garden
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23. figure out what really matters to me
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24. Stop drinking soda
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25. think positively
1 cheer192 people
I’ve been broken up with my fiance for 10 months now. I have a totally new boyfriend who I love and want to be with, but I wonder if I’m fantasizing. My new boyfriend I’ve realized lately, isnt that great, and my last boyfriend, sucked too. Actually I’m finding that every person I’ve ever been with has turned out to suck. So my question is does everyone suck? or is it just me ruining all my relationships. I want to be with my current boyfriend, but I think I may have already destroyed in chance at happiness with him. What do I do? He is completely unresponsive to everything.
I have so much trouble accepting this life. How can the world be this fucked up? How can this really be my life? I cant help but think this is all wrong. Everything I’m doing feels wrong, like if their is a such thing as predestination I’ve gone totally against it. Things feel like they just dont fit. Maybe thats why I feel so unhappy.
