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Amberlei's Life List
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1. try new things in bed
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2. figure out what really matters to me
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3. Stop drinking soda
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4. Practice random acts of kindness
760 people -
5. marry the man I can't live without
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6. Get a new job
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7. exercise regularly
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8. become more selfless
21 people -
9. stop crying
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10. learn to play guitar
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11. stop wallowing in self pity
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12. grow an herb garden
660 people -
13. stop throwing clothes on the floor
861 people -
14. meditate daily
4,554 people -
15. grow up
538 people -
16. be less obsessive with the BF
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17. accept the things I cannot change, have courage to change the things I can and have the wisdom to know the difference
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18. stop thinking
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19. Get a tattoo
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20. develop self-confidence
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21. think positively
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22. make more friends
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23. sing in a band
720 people -
24. buy a car
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25. create the soundtrack to my life
1,910 people
Recent entries
I’ve been broken up with my fiance for 10 months now. I have a totally new boyfriend who I love and want to be with, but I wonder if I’m fantasizing. My new boyfriend I’ve realized lately, isnt that great, and my last boyfriend, sucked too. Actually I’m finding that every person I’ve ever been with has turned out to suck. So my question is does everyone suck? or is it just me ruining all my relationships. I want to be with my current boyfriend, but I think I may have already destroyed in chance at happiness with him. What do I do? He is completely unresponsive to everything.
I have so much trouble accepting this life. How can the world be this fucked up? How can this really be my life? I cant help but think this is all wrong. Everything I’m doing feels wrong, like if their is a such thing as predestination I’ve gone totally against it. Things feel like they just dont fit. Maybe thats why I feel so unhappy.
