Ambi13

Hello my name is Amber I’m 19 and I’m engaged. I first fell in love when I was 15 and had my first broken heart at 17. He left me after we had spent 2 years of telling eachother we loved eachother and would never leave eachother. But he met a girl and I felt like they were being to friendly with eachother. Like he would talk to her almost everyday and she wanted him to go see her and he did! I felt very bad and sad when he dumpt me only more so to find 10 months out of our relationship he cheated on me. Ever since that it has been hard on me to trust cause I keep getting cheated on and I just barely 5 months ago got out of a abusive relationship. This guy would take me out and make comments about other women and say things like ” She is hot why can’t you be.” And he also was very abusive physically so I moved from Idaho to Alaska and met a guy and got engaged. But in the begging he made comments also like “I think this girl is hot and such.” It hurt me cause I liked him and felt like I was again going to get hurt. So ever since then I have be threatened by girls. Everytime he talks to one or looks at one I atomatically diss myself thinking I’m not good enough cause of it. We have fought alot and he is getting tired of this but I cant seem to control it :( I need help and advice