I´ve always been extremely sensitive, since I was a little kid.
it caused me a lot of trouble as I just couldn´t handle criticism, pranks and name calling well at all, I just cried, almost every day. Even though chemicals have something to do with it (valium during my mom´s pregnancy, among other drugs) it can´t be an excuse to not try to learn how to handle my emotions better.
I´ve trying some mental exercises and reminding me that there are better ways to deal with stress and problems but for some reason it still gets to me, I think I suffer from severe eye leaking.
I live alone and I have a hard time relating to others, sometimes the combination of not having someone to talk to and holding in my emotions end with an explosion of tears.
My boyfriend is a practical guy and he usually just gives me the best advice he can, but I know it frustrates him- I am concerned that my emotional ways could drive him away.
they say all artists are emotional,
and sure emotions help me create
but this is too much, that´s why they usually have fatal lives with fatal endings!



