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1. increase self esteem and self confidence
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2. Not be angry
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3. die
2 entries 1,773 people
4. lose weight
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5. have someone to love
1 entry 9 people
6. be loved
1 entry 1,741 people
7. be alone
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8. travel
6,353 people
9. let go
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die (read all 2 entries…)

Untitled 1 year ago

my ex left me over a year ago and i still cant get over him. after five years and being engaged he decided he wasn’t ready. he just left one day and neveer came home. he wouldn’t give me any excuse just LEFT. since then i dont want to be with or around anyone. when i am it’s completely meaningless.why did he do this to me. i gave him everyhting and more.what is wrong with me? is my hair not blond enough, are my teeth not white enough, am i too fat? what what is it i need to know.everyday i sit and cry to avoid any thinking i blast my music so i don’t think about anything else. i can’t stop the thoughts. i just want them to go away. the voices, the questions i don’t have answers to. just leave me alone.

Feb 15, 2007, 10:37PM PST | 2 comments

let go

Untitled 1 year ago

the hate has consumed me

Feb 15, 2007, 10:36PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments

be alone

Untitled 1 year ago

people sicken me. living in NY and being around all these actors is making me want to seclude myself. why can’t people be themselves better yet why can’t people open their eyes and see others for who they really are. why are we always afraid to see the truth?

Feb 15, 2007, 10:35PM PST | 0 comments

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