Anggg

WHAT THE HECK! I NEVER WANT TO LIE! why did i get signed up for this?!

Fear just leads to too many things that causes conflicts. get over them, or else you will be wrapped up in pain that will cause you to think that you must lie, not be honest, and betray.

I feel that this is a difficult objective to tackle, just like how stop lying is a difficult task to accomplish, too. I hate lying, but lying is like a drug to me: I get addicted and continue to do it. It isnt easy being a liar, cause you have to keep stacking a lie ontop of the other: it becomes nerve wrecking and troublesome. When I lie a lot of the times it feels like I am lying about 3 things instead of one. Things just keep piling up and keep going south, and like a snow ball, they keep getting bigger, and bigger. I just wish I didnt do the things I have done, which meant not being honest… especially to the ones I loved.

I know it’s hard, but please trust me, it’s worth doing. If you hurt someone with the truth, it’s better to hurt them with a lie that will only temporarily hide their pain and in the end hurt them 10 times more because you betrayed their trust. This is a must do… and everyone should do it.

Good luck to me and you guys.