AngryAngel

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AngryAngel's Life List

  1. 1. talk to someone bout my depression
    16 entries . 42 cheers
    2 people
  2. 2. Send something to post secret
    3 entries . 6 cheers
    626 people
  3. 3. Feel more beautiful
    2 entries . 9 cheers
    7 people
  4. 4. Learn to drive
    6 entries . 13 cheers
    5,202 people
  5. 5. Take at least one photo everyday.
    7 entries . 7 cheers
    8 people
  6. 6. get skinny again
    6 entries . 2 cheers
    7 people
  7. 7. Tell him
    1 entry . 8 cheers
    54 people
  8. 8. Learn to tango
    1 entry . 11 cheers
    1,032 people
  9. 9. dance more
    3 entries . 6 cheers
    966 people
  10. 10. go to as many gigs as possible
    3 entries . 7 cheers
    10 people
  11. 11. document my life better
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    127 people
  12. 12. create the soundtrack to my life
    2 entries . 6 cheers
    1,611 people
  13. 13. Make art more often
    1 entry . 12 cheers
    10 people
  14. 14. get a tattoo
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    17,697 people
  15. 15. get my tragus pierced
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    95 people
  16. 16. have a lucid dream
    1 entry . 5 cheers
    216 people
  17. 17. post lyrics here that reflect my current mood
    5 entries . 2 cheers
    3 people
  18. 18. make my own clothes
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    1,978 people
  19. 19. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
    5 entries . 3 cheers
    6,251 people
  20. 20. visit all 50 states
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    6,143 people
  21. 21. glamourbomb someone
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    26 people
  22. 22. live in New York City
    1 entry . 10 cheers
    2,409 people
  23. 23. Fire a gun
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    127 people
  24. 24. save for a car
    3 cheers
    11 people
  25. 25. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
    12 cheers
    2,107 people
  26. 26. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    2 cheers
    16,631 people
  27. 27. go to laguna beach
    3 cheers
    14 people
  28. 28. Make a list of 100 movie quotes
    5 entries . 2 cheers
    67 people
  29. 29. compile a 100-things-about-me list
    4 entries . 3 cheers
    629 people
  30. 30. post randomly
    14 entries . 1 cheer
    103 people
  31. 31. Go to Koh Phangan's Full Moon Party
    1 entry
    1 person
  32. 32. learn to pole dance
    5 entries . 4 cheers
    230 people
  33. 33. visit Chile
    2 cheers
    54 people
  34. 34. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
    8 entries . 1 cheer
    316 people
  35. 35. take 43 silly personality tests
    1 cheer
    56 people
  36. 36. Give 17 all the support that she needs even though I know she's much stronger than she thinks she is
    7 team members . 1 entry
    4 people
  37. 37. quote books that I love
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    1 person
  38. 38. make my business successful
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    46 people
  39. 39. write my autobiography
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    512 people
  40. 40. Help My 43T Friends acheive their Goals
    75 team members . 1 entry
    36 people
  41. 41. always carry a sharpie with me and make it a point to scrawl out inspiring and well-intentioned graffiti on the walls of public bathroom stalls
    2 cheers
    39 people
  42. 42. make a list of 100 quotes that inspire me
    2 entries
    200 people
  43. 43. Start a Buddy Check 12 team here on 43things, in support of Breast Cancer Awareness. Do your self-exam the 12th of every month.
    237 team members . 1 cheer
    208 people
Recent entries
learn to pole dance (read all 5 entries…)
Moving up! 5 months ago

I start my intermediate 1 class tonight! Passed beginners on saturday so I’m moving up now!
I’m so nervous though cause I loved the girls in my class and my teacher and I’m gonna be with a new set of girlies and a different teacher. Still can’t wait though =]



learn to pole dance (read all 5 entries…)
Been nearly 2 months now... 5 months ago

and I still love it =]
Went to watch my teacher do a showcase last night and had a wee spin on the pole myself, great fun!



talk to someone bout my depression (read all 16 entries…)
So... 6 months ago

would I be letting myself down once again if instead of talking to somebody, I screamed and shouted and cried and then drank myself into a stupor. Yes.
But I’ll do it anyway.

I can feel myself on the edge of a big mess up again. I know it’s coming and I’ve no idea how to control it. Or even if I want to…sometimes I think I need these periodical breakdowns in order to ever get up again.



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