been away for quite a while, and lots has changed.
I’m living away from home now and it makes even the little things harder.
Sometimes I have nothing to get up for. Homesickness is constantly an issue which does not help anything, and I havnt slept before about 6am for the last five nights…then got up and spent my days crying.
I feel messy and broken, confused, lonely, maybe even a little mad.
Not sure how to make it better.
AngryAngel's Life List
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1. talk to someone bout my depression
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2. Feel more beautiful
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3. get skinny again
6 entries . 2 cheers15 people -
4. Send something to post secret
3 entries . 6 cheers666 people -
5. Learn to drive
6 entries . 8 cheers6,133 people -
6. Take at least one photo everyday.
7 entries . 5 cheers8 people -
7. Tell him
1 entry . 6 cheers49 people -
8. Learn to tango
1 entry . 8 cheers1,147 people -
9. dance more
3 entries . 5 cheers1,071 people -
10. go to as many gigs as possible
3 entries . 6 cheers11 people -
11. document my life better
1 entry . 6 cheers144 people -
12. create the soundtrack to my life
2 entries . 5 cheers1,812 people -
13. Make art more often
1 entry . 10 cheers12 people -
14. get a tattoo
1 entry . 1 cheer20,304 people -
15. get my tragus pierced
1 entry . 1 cheer116 people -
16. have a lucid dream
1 entry . 4 cheers232 people -
17. post lyrics here that reflect my current mood
5 entries . 1 cheer4 people -
18. make my own clothes
1 entry . 2 cheers2,198 people -
19. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
5 entries . 4 cheers7,169 people -
20. visit all 50 states
1 entry . 5 cheers7,156 people -
21. glamourbomb someone
1 entry . 3 cheers25 people -
22. live in New York City
1 entry . 9 cheers2,671 people -
23. Fire a gun
1 entry . 1 cheer150 people -
24. save for a car
3 cheers20 people -
25. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
10 cheers2,211 people -
26. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
2 cheers18,611 people -
27. go to laguna beach
3 cheers14 people -
28. Make a list of 100 movie quotes
5 entries . 2 cheers64 people -
29. compile a 100-things-about-me list
4 entries . 1 cheer664 people -
30. post randomly
14 entries . 1 cheer103 people -
31. Go to Koh Phangan's Full Moon Party
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32. learn to pole dance
5 entries . 5 cheers304 people -
33. visit Chile
2 cheers64 people -
34. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
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35. take 43 silly personality tests
1 cheer75 people -
36. Give 17 all the support that she needs even though I know she's much stronger than she thinks she is
6 team members . 1 entry3 people -
37. quote books that I love
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38. make my business successful
1 entry . 1 cheer55 people -
39. write my autobiography
1 entry . 1 cheer559 people -
40. Help My 43T Friends acheive their Goals
69 team members . 1 entry31 people -
41. always carry a sharpie with me and make it a point to scrawl out inspiring and well-intentioned graffiti on the walls of public bathroom stalls
2 cheers47 people -
42. make a list of 100 quotes that inspire me
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43. Start a Buddy Check 12 team here on 43things, in support of Breast Cancer Awareness. Do your self-exam the 12th of every month.
201 team members163 people
Recent entries
I'm back...
13 months ago
Moving up!
18 months ago
I start my intermediate 1 class tonight! Passed beginners on saturday so I’m moving up now!
I’m so nervous though cause I loved the girls in my class and my teacher and I’m gonna be with a new set of girlies and a different teacher. Still can’t wait though =]
Been nearly 2 months now...
19 months ago
and I still love it =]
Went to watch my teacher do a showcase last night and had a wee spin on the pole myself, great fun!
