Anime_Luver007

I WHANT TO BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF,BUT NO ONE LIKES OR UNDERSTANDS ME…I WHANT TO THINK IM JUST DIFERANT…BUT IM STARTING TO THINK THERE MUST BE A REASON IM SO ALONE…IS THERE SOMTHING WRONG WITH ME?I HAVE A FEW FRIENDS…4 OR 5…BUT ONLY BECAUSE THEY HAVE PROBLEMS TOO…A FEW OF THEM I THINK THEY ONLY HANG OUT WITH ME BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE WILL EVEN TALK TO THEM.I KNOW IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THIS WAY…BUT HOW CAN I BE HAPPY WITH MYSEALF IF I KNOW SOMTHING IS MESSED UP,OR WRONG WITH ME?I NEED HELP…

my friend emma,feels like she has no meaning,that she lives to die,i whantto show her that its not true,shes a beautiful girl,and diserves to live.i feel bad because no matter how hard i try,she wont listen…shes attempted suicide 5 times,and it breaks me to see my friends suffer like that especially her,she saved me from suicide,so now i feel like its my turn to rescue her.

most people at my school and at home dont like me because i wear all black,and i’m of the wicca belife,so i have very few friends…and MOST of them dont understand me and how i feel.i need more reliable,and trust worthy friends.