AnitaRae

When I first made this entry it was due to a horrible divorce from a horrible man back in March 2005 when he first left us due to infidelity. Everything he said back then was to cover up that he was actually cheating and now he is married to the woman he was cheating with while we were still married.

This man has done and caused so many problems trying to make it hard on me financially even to this day and our divorce was final back in January 2006. He apparently doesn’t know how to move on and get a life and he needs to realize that he can’t keep me in his life by pulling all these things because I let him go the day he left us. lol Don’t want him and definitely don’t need him. He will NEVER control me again. That alone will keep me laughing for a while. lol

Well people, he didn’t win and it is funny because he tried so hard and paid so much to attorneys and still could not win. I feel he needs a new hobby. lol But that is my opinion just like everything I may say anywhere, just my opinion. :-) I do have that right don’t I? lol

From March 2005 when he left, October 2005 when I had to leave our home so he could move her in, to February 2007 when I purchased my home, to now, I have made it on my own. He thought I was useless and couldn’t do it and like I said tried to make it where I couldn’t but I made it on my own. I now have my own business and have my own home and he has nothing to do with it.

So people, for those that end up with someone that we would consider in our opinions a loser because they cheat and lie and they totally turn our worlds upside down and think you just can’t get back on your feet. Think again, put a new outlook in and wipe those tears and look ahead because your future is brighter than you think.

I survived and made it and grew better than I have ever been and you can too. So if you look back for some reason at what has happened to you because of a worthless man be sure to laugh because he doesn’t know what he just let go and one day that man will regret what he had lost.

This goes to both guys and gals who have dealt with cheaters and your world comes crashing down around you because of them. Again, you can do it and will succeed like you never thought you could. Stand up tall and laugh and enjoy the path that you will go down. Don’t give up and don’t let them bring you down. It is easy to wipe crap off the bottom of your soles don’t you think. LOL

Would love to go on a vacation someplace with like my best friend and/or sister. I would even love it if my mom was to go with me. But just get away and enjoy life for a while. All my life is about is working and surviving.

I am just so tired.

I just want my children to be able to say their mom was the best no matter what at everything she tried to do.

I sometimes feel like a failure in so many ways especially when it has comes to my kids and my life. I just want to change things and be better at everything I chose to do that way they can see it can be done and that they can also do it.