Annalouise1948

Fly high above the clouds. Know how free birds feel.

It won’t be fucking. It will be making love. With someone I love.

Backpack, sleep under the stars. Great food. Meet fantastic people. See some amazing sights. Grow as a person. Mature. Discover the joys of life. Reality shock… of how great my life is and how little I realise it.

They will have everything I didn’t have. We won’t have a television. We shall play and read lovely books and make up stories. We will live in the countryside and take nature walks. We will have picnics and be happy.

Sometimes it is so hard. My mother has depression. I have my episodes despite how many wonderful things I have in my life. Soon I will leave the house I grew up in and start my new life. I can’t wait. Hopefully then I will start to be happy.