About 2 weeks ago I found a girl on youtube who was talking about God, and handing over issues to Him. Whether it’s pulling, smoking, eating disorders, addiction, etc. I’ve never found myself to be a religious person, but listening to this girl talk, I finally realized that hair pulling has been a DAILY issue with me for YEARS that I haven’t been able to stop on my own. I can’t count how many times I’ve tried to “stop” pulling. So that day about 2 weeks ago when I saw her video I told myself, “I give this to God.” It’s in His hands now. And I’m telling you I have not pulled! When my hand reaches up ultimately it’s ME who’s not pulling, but feeling like I’m giving the burden to God to help me through it is SOOO liberating!! I had a bald spot in the back of my head 2 weeks ago and now it’s filling in. This is the LONGEST I’ve EVER gone without pulling. Maybe it’s needed to be a spiritual journey rather than a behavioral modification program for me.
Basically, I’m doing well :)

