anne

I’m actually beginning one right now . Its a “manga” . A Japanese comic . I’m still writing the plot . And I’m still drawing & practicing my drawing . I mean in my opinion I draw really well . But if I practice more I can make it even better. And my writing is good too . I always showed a “certain” interest in absolutely EVERYTHING japanese . Especially japanese comic books . I always found my self show my true emotions in reading them. And it absolutely opened a new world for me . I’m so in love with it I even cosplay . I know laugh but I am a TRUE HARAJUKU GIRL. I even found my self to show interest in the language and learn a few basic words . Which I’m still learning and how to pronounce it right with a disk I got. to make sure you know how to say it right and not babble stupidly . No one ever taught me how to draw anime I taught my self and people have told me I draw really well it looks exactly the same. But unlike some people it takes me hours and NO pestering and complete silence and solitude . I guess that’s just me . I mean I’m not saying I will be sucessful but that maybe I can make atleast a few fans or make one person smile at my manga being so good . Laugh again but a girl can dream right ?

This is something everybody says I “should look into” .
People tell me that I’m a great poet and a very good writer . So I have written a preface of my story . Which of course is fantasy . I’m a fantasy freak . I like dreams better than reality . I’m mostly dreaming all the time . And I wish dreams were reality . I live in my own little world . Because reality hurts and sometimes all we can do is “dream”. And since mostly all the stuff that I write are based on dreams your welcome to join me in my own little world .

One thing I don’t get is why some people don’t like to read !!?? I mean dammit reading is not boring . Its actually absolutely “thrillingly exciting” (in my opinion)

I mean when I read a book I feel like I’m right there watching it all happen . Like a movie but better .

Every word I read a image pops up in my head like I’m there .

“A book can gather dust for ages but once you turn the page the journey is always fresh “

(Above my own little quote)

Now that I’m done babbling

Here is my preface for my fantasy story :

“The secret tragedy”

By

Anne R suicide

Preface ;

Who knew I was going to die this way .The crushing blow to my chest was blocking my way of thinking. It was to hard to think about him at the time . I couldn’t even explain why I loved him so . It hurt to admit to myself . He played with my emotions . He twisted my way of being . I couldn’t even stand me thinking of him . But . . . Something in my heart wanted to believe these past few days weren’t him . Even seeing him walk pass me i felt my heart wanting to come out of my chest . I could smell his sweet aroma as if I was right next to him . When I saw anything that reminded me of him I wanted to cry but . . . I couldn’t my tears were sucked dry . And I guess he wanted me to know that if I really loved him I would let him go and really learn what “love” means . I started to black out my vision going fuzzy . the blurry person who was going to send me to my doom walked in front of me as to lunge at me and end my suffering . But the shadow hesitated and asked me “why can’t you see I’ve been here all along ? just for you” . All I said was “I wish I knew the answer”. In one minute I went under and everything went black .

In the future I want two ADOPTED children .

One boy . one girl . And my girl will be japanese && white (I’m utterly speechless of how in love of japanese everything I’m in) .

My boy will be german and japanese (I’m utterly in love with EVERYTHING german). I wish I could tell you the names .

Buht I’m afraid ppl will laugh and copy their names !!

Okk i’ll tell you . (Only the first names)

Their first names (boy = aiden)

(Girl = mary)

Now the middle and last names are a lil tricky so I lve it till I’m ready to tell people.

:P

I love their names so beautiful !!!

Mii dreams will be that

I work for

21 hours and then I hang out wiff them for one hour

I sleep for one hour

and for 1 we all go to ANIME COVENTIONS and dress upp like anime characters YAY !!!

So 21 + 1 + 1 + 1 = 24 hours of FUN !!

Lolz

Cheer/comment w.e yuh want !!

I lovee yew AIDEN + MARY !!