Antipodacious

I have been playing online with fake money for a while and have done real well. Up to 300,000 at FTP online, but that doesnt mean anything. Played a couple of local free tournaments and have improved in the standings consistantly but that doesnt mean anything either. I just cannot bring myself to dropping real cash online, even if its just $50 i have no confidence that the account is safe.

I have an idea for a book. Already started and have a couple of pages and an outline but everytime I go back to re-read or edit the more obvious it becomes that I do not have a good grasp on the english language.

I got the account, i got the paypl set up, i got the books to sell, all i need now is some damn motivation to start selling.