I’m getting close again.
I’ve wanted to so bad the last few days
and I’ve refrained!
but I’m scared I might give in soon.
I’ve made it this far
I don’t want to lose what I’ve accomplished.
I made a promise to God three years ago that I wouldn’t have sex until I was married.
It’s getting really hard but it’s the only thing that’s stopping me.
and I’m glad. I’m avoiding so much potential pain and it’s building and maturing our relationship in all the right ways.
This is just another reminder.
I’m so much happier just being me.