Aoki

I’ve got to move out of my house. My parents are smothering me.

I don’t feel like going in depth but I want to go out on my own and not have them breathing down my neck every day about things so trivial that they wont matter 2 days from now.

I’m moving out ASAP.

The only bad thing about moving out will be that I’ll actually miss my sister. If you would have asked me this a year ago, I would have said “Heck no” because she and I almost hated each other through high school. Now that she’s a senior, it’s like she wants to be nice to me. So she and I have been getting closer over the past 8 or so months. She’s opened up to me about her life and it seems she’s not the perfect child she wishes the rest of my family to think she is.

She is getting out of this house as soon as she graduates, and she’s going to a college that’s not too close to here, that’s something I should have done, but didn’t do because I had my heart set on something stupid.

Oh well, that’s in the past. Long story short: I’m getting out of this house as soon as I have enough money to do so.

Being in a band has always been a dream of mine. I wouldn’t know what I would play because I suck at almost everything I play, so I would probably just have to do all the synth and DJ type stuff and be background band member, because I don’t play much plus I’m not really a person who would look good with a band. I’m not “visually” band material.

But the good thing is, I can play one instrument well enough to be in a band that plays a certain kind of music: Ska. I haven’t listened to much Ska, but unlike many people I know, I acctually like it and know what it’s about. The first Ska I ever listened to would have to be the Supertones back when they were really really good. Like, their first CD which I love. I started listening to them when I was a Freshman in highschool then other infulences lead me into my favorite type of music is the Heavy type rock, like Disturbed and Static-X.

But recently that has changed. My friend Cassie, hath introduced me to my kind of Ska: Catch 22, Pain, and other really AWESOME ska. That and she’s starting a ska band, and what I was trying to say before I got off topic a little, was that the only instrument that I can play decently is the Tenor Sax and that seems to be an instrument of choice for ska, along with the other saxes, trumpet, and trombone. So I can finally be in a band.