Apchue

So the whole last 2 years (roughly) since I gave up being a vegeterian and I also gave up this goal because it made me uncomfy…
I’ve been thinking a lot about vegeterianism and also read a lot about the health-nutririon aspects of this. Spesifically about milk products and how bad they are (I also felt in my belly that milk products made me some troubles…)
And I got acqainted over the internet with people who are either vegans or even raw-vegans and it really appealed to me…
But I wasn’t so sure…
And recently I just… decided to go for it
I think I’m readier, and more educated on nutrition (not conventional nutrition that focuses on calories and tells you to eat 3 milk products a day)
And I’m feeling much lighter with myself because my consciense wasn’t quite relaxed and happy all that time.

I will keep track on my progress here. And support is very welcome.

Now when I love and live with my DM,
I’m responsible for the cooking and groceries, so it is both more difficult and easier.
Easier because I know what I’m buying and it’s all in my hands.
Difficult because good food is (usually) more expensive. But food is one of the highest priorities on the budget.
Laziness is an obstacle.
But, working on it!

And, because the market is so close, when I do the shopping, the fruits just call for me. They look and smell terrific! So I end up eating a lot more fruits than ever…

I found my old entry right now, and it’s amazing to read it and to know where I am now…
So that first job I found? I left it two weeks later, it was horrible for me. From then on started a train of all kinds of jobs. I can’t say it gets much easier, though it gets bit easier… Every time I start a new job I literally shake all over. But I know I can do it! Another important thing I learned is to Quit, when it’s not right for me. Also hard, because I’m always afraid not to offend anyone or not to cause troubles to anyone, but I am important too, I won’t offend or cause troubles to me anymore (at least not that much)

And now I search fro yet another job, but I have one small part-time, and I have a place (rent flat) and I study in the university, even though I’m not sure if the B.A I’ve chosen is really the perfect one.

So I live life and I’m overcoming obstacles and all’s Good!