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I used to know what my passion was. I wanted to be an architect, now I’m halfway there. I have a degree in architecture and I’ve been a national representative of architecture students. I’ve got a job in architecture and I have had fun and found a boss I would also call a friend. Now though I’m not so sure if the career is how I imagined it would be when I decided I wanted to do it and I’m not sure I’ve found my passion after all.
I don’t know now whether I have been focussing blindly on a childhood dream for years and didn’t notice that it wasn’t what I wanted or whether I’ve just lost my way. I don’t know where to turn or what direction to go in. The thought that the last 6 years of my life have been based on a false dream is scary and no matter how hard I try I can’t quite get my head round it. If its merely a blip I’m not sure I know what has caused it or how to right the situation.
