AresenicBlue

Why do I have more faith in other people than I do in myself. Even with the simplest of actions I doubt myself, especially when I am around other people. It’s like I just over think my own actions when my instincts were correct all along.It’s enabling and it literally makes me sick with myself.
This year I want to become more of an adult. I want to be a better person. I want people to be able to trust me and I want to show others that I deserve their utmost trust.Lord, Jesus…Buddah.Help me.

Dont you find it a bit weird that people have all of these advantages in life yet we’re dying so young, or wasting it away or just acting so damn stupid. My mom and I had a discussion about society. She was quick to criticize how large the kpeople of America was getting, how American companies continue to cut down more land,causing more animals to be homeless, and so on and so on. Of course she had the solution but when it came down to actually practicing those techniques. Its liek her drive just disappeared to change anything. I think thats horrible. Yet we all continue to do these things day after day after day. My homework is neglected, I’m gaining weight by the day, I mean.Really. I could be doing better things than this and I know it but I dont do anything about it.Its time to tak a stand!And sucj it up.

Still not completly over it.But getting there:D