The one below the fresh I did a while ago It’s healed. I did the fresh one today. I’m not proud of it. The pic isn’t that great because it’s a cell phone one.
I haven’t cut in months. Today when I was walking down the street these kids about ten years old started to yelled: “You fucking ugly bitch!” over and over again, and they kept yelling it as they walked further down the street.
I’ve learned to handle people my own age calling me ugly, but when it’s little kids it’s worse. Normally kids respect people who are older them, but I can’t even have children respect me. People my own age won’t respect me because I am ugly, and now it’s kids as well.
I got so worked up that I ran home, grabbed a knife and cut myself all down my arm. This was hours ago, but it’s still bleeding.
I was ready to do it to my wrists.
I feel pathetic because I am 22 years old.

