Audrey09

I am deleting the goals stop procrastinating, wake up when my alarm goes off, keep my room tidy, and be organized, as they all fall under this category. I suppose other things such as “eat healthier” do as well but that one needs special attention.

Neko Case
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I didn’t add an entry last night because I was seriously considering calling this whole thing off. I spent the day with my family and my mother prepared a delicious (and healthy) looking dinner of brown rice veggie stir fry with salad and homemade bread, and I wanted to join in SO badly. I began to think that this cleanse is lunacy. Luckily I held my resolve, but I was having major doubts last night. I’m still having doubts that this cleanse is right for my body, but I’m going to give it one more day and see how I feel tomorrow. After 3 full days I haven’t noticed any of the changes that people rave about. I know it takes time, but I still feel exactly how I did before, just hungrier. I think my my biggest problems are A) The SWF as I find it detestable, abhorrent, repulsive, abominable,and ungodly. Along with a myriad of other negative adjectives. My other issue is B) That i detest the LA. Hate it. I think it’s so gross and I have grown to loathe the taste of it more and more as this process goes on. Because of this, I have as of yet not been able to consume more that 1/2 of the daily allotment I prepare for myself. I’m only getting through about 30 oz which is just not enough to sustain me for a full day. But I am going to make a huge effort today to get through at least 45 oz.

Now, an update on more unpleasantries: I skipped my Senna tea last night and also the SWF this morning for fear of having to deal with “interruptions” at work today. I will get back on the wagon with the tea tonight. Hell if I am going through all of this for nothing; I’m sticking to the rules from now on.

So, I’m struggling, but I’m going to carry on. However, if I haven’t seen some positive changes by day 5 I’m out.